[The 10th of October, 2005] God I'm so sick of all theis drama shit. No one cares bout your drama. And I'm sorry Kara we picked the weekend your grounded to go. But we already planned it when you weren't grounded so Im sorry. And we didn't go anyways. Happy? So people are pissing me off. Im going to see a movie tonight. Waiting. It looks fucking hilarious. Hmmmm? Yes. And this coming weekend is me and Kara's party. Im so excited. Hopefully JOn will come. Unless he has homecoming, like the rest of the world not counting East Granby. & I went to Buckland and got 4 new shirts. It made me happy, cept I have no money left now. So sad. Well I guess I'll write more later. x3 Kbye - 0 - reply - edit - mem

[The 3rd of October, 2005] So today was intersting. I woke up extrenely tired at 5 o'clock in the morning. Then my dad went though my room looking for my cellphone. So I yelled at him, then my mom yelled at me. && she was all you need to clean your room. So now if I don't, then I can't do anything this weekend. And I need to do something, because everything & almost everybody right now. Cause I really want to meet Jon at Six Flags. Lately, he's the only person/thing that makes me happy. With the odd phone calls n such. So anyways, school pretty much scuked. I haven't done homework since Thursday. My life is going in the wrong direction. I'm slacking off in school, I'm hating most of the people I know, I hate piano...and now because of Wade we have all these new rukes n stuff. I hate it!. Something needs to go right. Well that's just about it. I am going to watch 7th Heaven, cause I happen to like that show.  And I helped Amanda today. Yay for me! ♥ - 0 - reply - edit - mem

if you must know [The 26th of September, 2005] [ mood | content ] _name = Devon _piercings = 2 _tattoos = none yet _height= 5 6 _shoe size = between 7 and 9 _hair color =blackish brown _siblings = older brother LAST... _movie you rented = oh wow, um, im not sure _movie you bought = darkness i think _song that was stuck in your head = drip sweat, ha ha _Song you listened to = last train home _person you've called = jon _person that's called you = jon _tv show you've watched = im in the middle of 7th heaven ha ha _person you were thinking of = take a wild guess DO... _you have a crush on someone? = yes of course _you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes... _you think about suicide = not often _you believe in online dating = not really _think others find you attractive = some maybe _you want more piercings = hell yes _you like cleaning = hell no _you like roller coasters = no! _you write in cursive or print = print FOR OR AGAINST... _long distance relationships.. for..if it works for you _using someone.. against _suicide = against _killing people = against _teenage smoking = not sure... _abortion = its the persons decision _gay/lesbian relationshitps.. for...if the persons happy, they dont bother me _soap operas = for, they make me laugh HAVE YOU... _ever cried over a girl = nope _ever cried over a boy = yes _ever lied to some .. well who hasn't _ever been in a fist fight = nope _ever been arrested = nope.... WHAT... _shampoo do you use = not sure _shoes do you wear = etnies _are you scared of = small dark spaces, heights sometimes, and roller coasters NUMBER... _of times I have had my heart broken? = mmm once maybe... _of hearts I have broken? = ummm, none..? _of girls I have kissed? = none _of boys I have kissed? = 2 or 3 _of girls I've slept with? = none _of boys I've slept with? = none yet _of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = like 2 maybe 3... _of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = maybe twice _of scars on my body? = many _of things in my past that I regret? = lots n lots || Person who last.. || Slept in your bed: me and... haha kidding Saw you cry: um my dog maybe Made you cry: hmmm not sure, i just did You went to the movies with: ummm whoever saw cry_wolf with me, i forget Yelled at you: my dad Sent you an email: myspace i think, lol || Have you ever.. || Gone out in public in your pajamas: mhmmm Kept a secret from everyone: why yes, i have Cried during a movie: mhmmm At anytime owned new kids on the block stuff:i dont think i have Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nope Been on stage: yes Been to New York: yes Been to California: no Wished you were the opposite sex?: nope || Random || What time is it now?: 8: 07 Apples or bananas?: mmm apples Blue or red?: both Walmart or target? target Spring or Fall?: both What are you gonna do after you finish this?: watch tv What was the last meal you ate?: like yesterdays breakfast Last noise you heard?: some guy on 7th heaven Last smell you sniffed?:ummm cherry kool-aid - 0 - reply - edit - mem

Have You ever? [The 13th of September, 2005] [ mood | sleepy ] Have you ever lived my life? Spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't then tell me why You judge me as you do. Have you ever woken up in the morning Wondering if this was your last day on Earth? Have you ever left your house Unsure if you'd return. Have you ever seen your friend get shot Outside his favorite store? Have you ever seen a friend die From drugs he'd never used before? Have you ever seen your mom get beat up By your stepdad messed up on booze? Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy Forcing you to choose? Have you ever sat beneath the stars Hoping God will hear? Have you ever seen your friend drive away After way too many beers? Have you ever had a friend Experiment with weed? Have you ever covered up guilt By doing a good deed? Have you ever considered suicide As the only way? Have you ever tried to hide yourself Behind the things you say? Have you ever wanted to protect Your friends and everyone in sight? Have you ever felt such pain That you vried yourself to sleep at night? Have you ever lived my life Spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't, then tell me why You judge me as you do. - 1 - reply - edit - mem

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